(The title says everything... Please don't read if you really can't stand stupid complains. I know they're stupid, at least I'm this much realistic about myself. But still I believe I'm not strong enough to just stop saying them and do everything I should...)

Honestly, I thank God there's deviantart. 'Cause, without it, I probably wouldn't have seen so many incredible arts... Which always give me a huge kick of motivation. But... I wouldn't have got also so... jealous. Yes, to tell the truth, whenever I have time to sit and check on some old deviant works (now I have only 2,000 to check! Wohoo! ...There was something like 4,000, you know...") I get pretty sad and down, and say "why can't I draw like that?!". Well, the answer is simple - because you don't practice, girl! Now that is a hell big motivation to me - without it I might have not draw anything... And, that'd be all - but, if I really want to get better I should all day and all night draw animals, trees, clothes, hands, boots, etc, right... And it's more complicated in reality... I'm quite aware of the fact, that I won't probably ever become a professional artist or something, and it's actually a waste of time to draw too much... This will get me nowhere. I should concentrate on things that are still possible for me, 'cause (I know it sounds funny) I'm getting older T_T. Come on, I'm already on university, and I still hadn't find my goal in life. Maybe I'm too ambitious, but I would like this goal to be something BIG... Which means, it will bring me everything I need to be happy. Drawing is nice and relax me a lot (until I see others' works or forget to study), I'm absolutely sure I won't quit it anyway. Just motivation for it is getting weaker... Actually, the ONLY thing that makes me want to draw something 'whoa, amazing' is deviantart. Because of this 'green-eyed monster' inside me, which shows everytime I turn on the page, and see some beautiful arts and it speaks to me: 'you have to be better than him/her! Go and draw! NOW!' So I start to draw eventaully, until I realize, that I suck so much that it's impossible for me to be better than somebody xD. Alright, I know you're bored to hell by all my talking, but I hope you understand at least a bit, that I'm... quite torn inside. Between my dreams and reality~~ (oh, that sounds so tragically..."). That's why I add something new so rarely. But, personally, I think... It's quite a shame, that drawing has to remain only my hobby... Life is brutal... But I have to find a job soon...

Apart from this... I still have a bit of free time . So...
I SWEAR TO ALL OF YOU THAT THOSE PICS LISTED BELOW WILL BE FROM NOW ON MY PRIORITIES! IT'S A PROMISE!!!
(In the end, I have whole summer to finish them, for God's sake...)

=== KIRIBANS ===

KIRIBAN GAME ---> END! Those are the winners (who still wait for their prizes, sorry... I suck...")
1) 2,000 pageviewer -> (congratulations!)
2) 2,222 pageviewer -> (again, congarts!)
3) 2,500 pageviewer -> (jeez, that's MY lucky day XD)

Well, and that'll be an end for now. I must go and start drawing promised pics~~... When I finish we can start thinking about new kiriban game . (I kinda like this whole idea...)


=== TO-DO LIST===

Right, I'm slowly beginning to get lost in it, so, I decided to make a short "to do" list. Maybe this will motivate me...
1. reference sheets from "Sweet sweet pain" (Joanna, doctor Gallack, Jose, Angelo, Miki)
2. reference sheets from "Heaven's/Earth's Affairs" (Sakura, Ayumi, Kyoko, Precel, Kapsel, Werbel, Nature)
3. reference sheet of fantasy characters (13 persons)
4. Venus, HP fic (character sheet)
5. Ryanu, Grin SP (character sheet)
6. Orion Milo, TEOG (character sheet)
7. pictures' series "In vogue" (sth like 25 persons)
8. pictures' series "Demon boy" (5 devils)
9. chibi "vogue" characters from Ryo-o-hi (5 Inoshishi, Tohe, Inu, Usagi)
10. "I want to be an angel", pic.
11. "Wielka miłość Syriusza", pic. from HP fic
12. "Lost fight", pic. Nas from TEOG
13. "Assassin", pic. Breeze from Shadow Demon
14. Take the sadness from my eyes", pic. Sleepie
15. "Autumn song", pic. Ryanu
16. "OC: Scarlet - Body music", pic. Scarlet
17. ID, chibi dragon
18. "Jingle bells", pic. Flame "Pou"
19. "First snow", pic. chibi Ryanu & Nazuno
20. "Christmas show", pic. chibi Sleepie, Red, Dark, Snickers
21. "Kraj pisaków", Naruto parody
22. "Monsieur le frere du roi", pic. chibi Christopher Mae from musical "Le Roi Soleil"

Yea... Hella lot. And anyway, if you fancy some pic made by me, then don't hesitate and ask me ^^.

Hello, everyone! Did I scare you...? I thought it would be a nice surprise, actually at least for some of you... But I bet you were convinced I'm dead already . Well, to say the truth, I was, kind of, 'cause my computer broke down (at last) . What a nightmare... I hadn't got any possibility to use internet (sorry I didn't comment your works, I really wanted ; ;...) or even to scan my pictures (not that there are any... Even when I was bored to hell and had nothing other to do, I didn't draw... Something is wrong with me"? Do I draw only to show it to public oO?!). 'Kay, so I hadn't any motivation to do that, whatever the reason... But after this whole time I came back and realized, that I suck at drawing. Totally. But I somehow accept that. I mean, no, I want to get better, of course! Just I don't want to still complain about that. I really wanna hear your opinions, critics and what's over... Everything that would help me improve. I'd be very, very grateful if you try to correct my mistakes or give me some advices, for colouring, for example...".


So... Sorry there wasn't anything interesting in this journal, I think I just wanted to signalize I'm still alive, actually xD. But, in the end, why not... I'll make one tag I really liked xD.

Rules are here: [link]

Dear ~OlgaMark:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but 'I'll join the monastery'. I think I realized it when 'we skinny dipped' 'at the mental hospital' and I saw you 'sit on' 'my best friend'. I'm sure you're 'open' enough to understand that 'your Honda sucks'. I'm returning 'the cut toenails' to you, but I'll keep 'your left ear' as a memory. You should also know that 'I will tell the authorities about' 'senility' .

'In pain',
Yumenegari

(Sooo sweet x3)


Aha, a dla wszystkich polish-speakers... Zróbcie sobie test osobowości na [link] I najlepiej namówcie znajomych! To jakoś ułatwia porozumienie . (btw mnie wyszło 5w4 ^^. Gdyby ktoś pytał )


=== KIRIBANS ===

KIRIBAN GAME ---> END! Those are the winners (who still wait for their prizes, sorry...")
1) 2,000 pageviewer -> (congratulations!)
2) 2,222 pageviewer -> (again, congarts!)
3) 2,500 pageviewer -> (jeez, that's MY lucky day XD)

Well, and that'll be an end for now. I must go and start drawing promised pics~~... When I finish we can start thinking about new kiriban game . (I kinda like this whole idea...)


=== TO-DO LIST===

Right, I'm slowly beginning to get lost in it, so, I decided to make a short "to do" list. Maybe this will motivate me...
1. reference sheets from "Sweet sweet pain" (Joanna, doctor Gallack, Jose, Angelo, Miki)
2. reference sheets from "Heaven's/Earth's Affairs" (Sakura, Ayumi, Kyoko, Precel, Kapsel, Werbel, Nature)
3. reference sheet of fantasy characters (13 persons)
4. Venus, HP fic (character sheet)
5. Ryanu, Grin SP (character sheet)
6. Orion Milo, TEOG (character sheet)
7. pictures' series "In vogue" (sth like 25 persons)
8. pictures' series "Demon boy" (5 devils)
9. chibi "vogue" characters from Ryo-o-hi (5 Inoshishi, Tohe, Inu, Usagi)
10. "I want to be an angel", pic.
11. "Wielka miłość Syriusza", pic. from HP fic
12. "Lost fight", pic. Nas from TEOG
13. "Assassin", pic. Breeze from Shadow Demon
14. Take the sadness from my eyes", pic. Sleepie
15. "Autumn song", pic. Ryanu
16. "OC: Scarlet - Body music", pic. Scarlet
17. ID, chibi dragon
18. "Jingle bells", pic. Flame "Pou"
19. "First snow", pic. chibi Ryanu & Nazuno
20. "Christmas show", pic. chibi Sleepie, Red, Dark, Snickers
21. "Kraj pisaków", Naruto parody
22. "Monsieur le frere du roi", pic. chibi Christopher Mae from musical "Le Roi Soleil"

Yea... Hella lot. And anyway, if you fancy some pic made by me, then don't hesitate and ask me ^^.

(Rany, tak dawno nie pisałam żadnego żurnala, że nawet nie wiedziałam, że się system zmienił Oo)

A zatem, mamy wakacje. A jak wakacje... To wielkie nieróbstwo. Oczywiście, mam coś tam do tłumaczenia, zdaje się że jakiejś pracy powinnam szukać, o jakieś studia się martwić... Nie mówiąc o tym, że na samym devie nazbierało mi się 1,277 deviations~~ (od matury ). O właśnie, matura.
ZDAŁAM.
I to tyle w tym temacie. Postanowiłam też zrobić sobie wakacje od angielskiego i jednak pisać po polsku dzisiaj (z korzyścią dla wszystkich, mam nadzieje). Wiąże się to też z tym, że chciałam popisać o polskich mmorpegach, w które zaczęłam grać. Bo wiecie, lato, gorąc, nie chce się z domu wychodzić, to przed kompem posiedzę... Ta. A poza tym zarejestrowałam się już na tylu kontach, że muszę sobie gdzieś to zapisać .

1. Blood Wars
nick: Ryanu
klan: Stars of Twilight (mój!)

Absolutnie ulubiona . (może dlatego, że tylko tutaj odnoszę jakieś zwycięstwa...") Łatwa w obsłudze. Można iść albo na wyprawy, albo kogoś zaatakować, albo zrobić oblężenie. Masz dokładnie wyliczone, co ile trwa, a nawet w tytule zakładki odlicza ci czas (więc wiesz, kiedy na nią kliknąc). Fajna opcja z tym, że za punkty doświadczenia rozwija się statystyki. Poza tym, każdy chyba marzy o tym, by mieć miasto, w którym można wybudować burdel czy schronisko dla bezdomnych . Aha, nie wspomniałam o najważniejszym. Gramy wampirem w świecie po III WŚ. Na początku wybiera się jedną z 4 ras (Władcy Zwierząt rulez! Chociaż Ssakami ponoć lepiej się gra...") a potem wszystko polega na zbieraniu krwi, pieniędzy, ludzi, rozbudowywaniu miasta i statystyk. W sumie, to sporo można robić, zwłaszcza po przyłączeniu się do klanu...
Jeśli was zachęciłam, to rejestrujcie się z podanego wyżej linku. Wtedy zostaniecie moim wasalem, czyli będziecie pod protekcją . A i mnie coś skapnie...

2. Destination of Heroes
nick: Fanakarelli

Byłoby całkiem fajnie, gdyby nie to, że bez przerwy mnie leją silniejsi :/. Okej, ja też leję słabszych... Ale pierwsze 10 minut gry było straszne. Nic nie wiedziałam, co do czego służy, i wydawało mi się, że nic nie mogę zrobić. Nie dopatrzyłam się instrukcji dla opornych, pewnie twórcy wyszli z założenia, że to już jest gra dla opornych... Tak naprawdę na początku wchodzi się tylko w zakładki "Arena" (żeby znaleźć jakiegoś lamera, któremu można nakopac), jednostki (praktycznie bez przerwy trzeba uzupełniać wojsko, ale i tak dopiero od 10 poziomu można szkolić coś innego niż "Chochlik", ech), karczma (żłopać piwo, żeby morale wojska nie spadło), i sklep (gdzie kupuje się 'miksturki' do odnowy HP).
W przeciwieństwie do Blood Warsów, ataki odbywają się automatycznie, trzeba tylko do tego dysponować liczbą 10 tur. Na wszystko trzeba mieć tury. Odnawiają się co pół godziny, i niby to szybciej niż w Blood Warsach, ale jakoś nie ma satysfakcji... Niby mam tych chłopów, ale żeby cokolwiek wybudować, muszę jeszcze zdobyć 5 poziomów ><. Poza tym, wygrane w starciach pieniądze staram się natychmiast wydać, bo inaczej jakiś kolo może mnie z nich w minutę osiem obrabować...

3. Ikariam
nick: Heban

Gierka dla takich trochę młodszych... Ale co tam . Szczerze, to jej jeszcze absolutnie nie rozgryzłam. Czekanie na wszystko człowieka zabija po prostu... Ale w rogu każdego kwadracika jest książeczka-odnośnik do odpowiedniego działu FAQ. A bawimy się w starożytnych greków w epoce wielkiej kolonizacji. Więc mamy swoje Polis, które rozbudowujemy. Możemy kogoś tam napaść, ale zanim swoje wojsko wyszkolisz to ci broda wyrośnie. Okej, może przesadzam, ale osobiście niewiele akcji w tej grze widzę. Ale może to dlatego że najbardziej lubię w grze, gdy mogę komuś innemu skopać dupę . A tu trzeba ze wszystkimi wspólpracować ><. Nie, to przekracza moje możliwości".

4. Smoki Nightwood
nick: yumenegari
smok: Leliel

Gra o której zawsze marzyłam. Niestety, czekanie, aż smok się wykluje zabija. Ale potem jest fajnie. Zwłaszcza, że możesz mieć tych smoków 5. Ale ja nie wiem, czy to zniosę. Zwłaszcza, że trenowanie tego smoka to też nie takie hop siup. Codziennie jeden poziom, ale trzeba jeszcze móc tak codziennie wchodzić... Nie mówię, że lubię, jak wszystko jest proste, łatwe i przyjemne, ale grę rozumiem w ten sposób, że faktycznie gram, a nie raz na dzień kliknę i koniec ><. No ale cóż, jestem zdecydowana, będę hodowcą smoków i już!
I jeszcze ta strona chodzi jakby jej coś w gaciach ciążyło .

5. Plemiona
nick: Karpall
wioska: Miłostka

Jeśli nie znacie tej gry, to jesteście dziwni. Nawet ja o niej słyszałam, mimo, że kompletnie się tym nie interesuję, ale to kompletnie. Więc mamy wioskę, taką typowa, średniowieczną. Wokół nas cała masa innych wiosek, no i tak jak wszędzie, robimy wszystko, by nasza wioska jak najszybciej stała się najsilniejsza w okolicy... Chwalmy Pana za ludzi, którzy zaraz po zarejestrowaniu rezygnują z gry... Bo bym się nigdy nie pozbierała... I raz jeszcze, czekanie, czekanie, czekanie... Ale jednak trochę szybciej niż Ikariam. W ogóle, nie ma porównania. tu przynajmniej większość budynków mam już wybudowane. Ale, póki co idę pograć, zanim ktoś mnie tam zaciuka...".


Mam jeszcze niecne plany co do Imperia Online, RedDragon i Khan Wars... Ale może później... Rozbudowywanie wiosek to jednak nie moja specjalność ><. Swoją drogą, deviant tez zawsze mi się kojarzył z jakąś grą... Zdobywanie favów, pageviewsów, łoczów - no, jak typowa konsolówla xD.


=== KIRIBANS ===

KIRIBAN GAME ---> START! You'll win it, if by any chance you visit my page as
1) 2,000 pageviewer -> (congratulations!)
2) 2,222 pageviewer -> (again, congarts!)
3) 2,500 pageviewer -> (jeez, that's MY lucky day XD)

Well, and that'll be an end for now. I must go and start drawing promised pics~~... When I finish we can start thinking about new kiriban game . (I kinda like this whole idea...)

=== TO-DO LIST===

Right, I'm slowly beginning to get lost in it, so, I decided to make a short "to do" list. Maybe this will motivate me...
1. reference sheets from "Sweet sweet pain" (Joanna, doctor Gallack, Jose, Angelo, Miki)
2. reference sheets from "Heaven's/Earth's Affairs" (Sakura, Ayumi, Kyoko, Precel, Kapsel, Werbel, Nature)
3. reference sheet of fantasy characters (13 persons)
4. Venus, HP fic (character sheet)
5. Ryanu, Grin SP (character sheet)
6. Orion Milo, TEOG (character sheet)
7. pictures' series "In vogue" (sth like 25 persons)
8. pictures' series "Demon boy" (5 devils)
9. chibi "vogue" characters from Ryo-o-hi (5 Inoshishi, Tohe, Inu, Usagi)
10. "I want to be an angel", pic.
11. "Wielka miłość Syriusza", pic. from HP fic
12. "Lost fight", pic. Nas from TEOG
13. "Assassin", pic. Breeze from Shadow Demon
14. Take the sadness from my eyes", pic. Sleepie
15. "Autumn song", pic. Ryanu
16. "OC: Scarlet - Body music", pic. Scarlet
17. ID, chibi dragon
18. "Jingle bells", pic. Flame "Pou"
19. "First snow", pic. chibi Ryanu & Nazuno
20. "Christmas show", pic. chibi Sleepie, Red, Dark, Snickers
21. "Kraj pisaków", Naruto parody
22. "Monsieur le frere du roi", pic. chibi Christopher Mae from musical "Le Roi Soleil"

Yea... Hella lot. And anyway, if you fancy some pic made by me, then don't hesitate and ask me ^^.

This time, nothing serious in drawings, only something for ~deathieflame, and a lot of scraps... But I think this will be enough for a new journal, of course with a new tag, ha, ha...!

Sidenote: weather is going crazy, but you know, snow is still snow! And I love snow . Hate sun ==. Except, during summer. Summer is niiice...

I won ~deathieflame's contest! Wow, it's like... First time I've won something xD. Seriously~~. But maybe I just don't remember . Anyway, I'm extremely happy (I know you don't notice) and proud. Yeees, proud like hell. Even if I know I could have done it ([link]), like, dozen times better... Well, maybe, next time XD. Still, I'm very surprised, because it got a lot of favs o.O! I thinks it's my most faved work..." (though not the most commented xD). I'm very grateful anyway .
Thank you deathie, that you made that contest . It was very nice, and I'm happy, that I could compete, even if I know that you had to be a little worried, because almost everybody added their entries on the last day xD. Well... Artist are very mean sometimes xD.


===TAG ===

From . But stealing is a bad thing, you know? Oh well, it's just for fun xD.

Pick 3 characters, and have them answer the following questions accordingly. (They may be original characters or not):
1. Ruby
2. Karo (she's a main character in my veeeery old, but still favourite, story)
3. Sleepie Snow

1. Number one, what was your childhood like?
Ruby: *consternation* So, it means, what, I have to answer right now...?
Karo: Yes, dumbass. (God, what am I doing here). And you better hurry up, or I'll make you a free plastic surgery with my kick.
Ruby: ...You've got too much testosterone, madwoman.
Karo: Gay retard.
Ruby: *pretends he didn't hear that* So, I had a very fortunate childhood, though my parents divorced quite early, they both loved me very much... I mean, maybe dad a little less... He doesn't show it too often... But he pampered me a lot, with all of these new toys etc... Mom was the same, apart from the fact that she loved to dress me like a girl...""".
Karo: And you had to continue it by yourself. You like to blame your parents for your twisted character, right?
Ruby: *ignores* Next one, please.

2. Character number three, if you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? (It can be something regarding your personal history, or something that is in the history books.)
Winter Tear: ...Buuuhuhuu T_T.
Karo: Eh? And what are YOU doing here? Where's Sleepie?
Winter: He said, he didn't have time to waste for some rubbish... And because everyone else went somewhere, and I couldn't find anyone, then, in the end, I hadn't got choice...
Karo: *silence* God, THAT is someone with a soft cock, I swear.
Ruby: All right, but now make it quick with that question.
Winter: *hurt* Well, I think it's obvious... Then, that summer I'd hid myself somewhere deep, instead of walking like an idiot in a forest, and I wouldn't let that freak take me with her... *points yume*. Because of you... ./`

3. Number two, would you rather be immortal and eternally miserable, or live a mortal, blissfully peaceful life?
Karo: Holy Mother, what kind of question is this?! As if I had anything to say in this matter...
Ruby: You know, it's like... Theoretical...
Karo: Oh, theoretical? So, I'd go to some God guy, or maybe Fate, or whoever is in charge of whole this business, and I'd force him to give me an eternity of bliss!
Winter: ...that's crafty Oo.
Ruby: Seriously.

4. Say, character number three, how much do you weigh?
Winter: Ask my creator ==". She should know every detail.
Karo: *looking through questionnaire* It says here that you weigh 41 kg... *stare* Fuck, it's less than me!
Winter: You should remember that I'm also younger than you. Though, we're both the same height... But you have all that boobs thing and other... Oh, no, sorry, I was mistaken. You haven't.
Karo: ...You really want to die early, right, kiddo?

5. Have you ever loved and lost, number one? I'll bet it was your fault, wasn't it? Tsk tsk...
Ruby: I don't think I like you, mister unidentified-questioning-idiot. I don't care about your beliefs, though I think you'll lose your bet, 'cause me and my love, Chaldeon, are a great pair and we will never break - . -! And STFU, loser.
Karo: Not bad, travelo.
Ruby: Thanks.

6. Oh, no character two! You've just strolled into a department store to admire the lovely washing machines when a guy with a nylon stocking over his head runs in and holds the whole store at gunpoint! How will you save the day? (If you are a coward and do not wish to save the day, what do you do upon Stocking Head's arrival?)
Karo: ...Haven't you got any tougher questions. I can kill this freak in one blow, so what's the use in asking, what am I going to do...?
Winter: So you're really going to save all those people in the store...?
Karo: Well, I can't give you a guarantee that he won't kill anybody until I kill him, you know, it's not my business anyway... I'm sure he won't get to kill me, though.
Ruby: How sweet. You are truly a great heroine.
Karo: Aren't I?

7. Number Three, tell your best "Yo Momma" joke.
Winter: Momma? Like the one with "your older do the washing in the river"?
Ruby: You better tell him one of "old woman goes to a doctor" or... about blondes. *smirk*
Karo: *a very light blonde* ...You've got some problem, mister not-sure-what-sex-I-am?
Ruby: No, just teasing you is very entertaining.
Karo: Most people would call it "terrifying". Besides, don't you know those poor madmen who think differently don't live long enough to enjoy it?
Ruby: Because what, you scare them to death with that face of yours...?
Karo: ...You truly don't have even a smallest trace of brain...

8. Who is the one person you cannot live without, character number one? Why? (Please don't say Oprah, please don't say Oprah...)
Ruby: *hesitation* When somebody tells me not to do something, I have this strong pressure inside my mind to do it... I can't hold myself... It's stronger than me... But, in the same time, I know I really love Chaldeon, and I want to be with him... I can't make him sad... I must fight with my nature... This is the power of love!!
Karo: Whatever, let's just move to the next question.

9. Hey, number two, tell me one of your deepest, darkest secrets. To make you feel better, I'll tell one of mine: I don't have any deep, dark secrets.
Karo: My sweet little secret is that I'll kick the shit out of you at the end of our lovely talking. (and I swear, my dear creator will pay me back for making me do this absurdity!)
Ruby: I thought that your secret was being a lesbian?
Karo: Shut up, I'm not like you *--*.
Winter: OMG, she's blushing, she's blushing!!!

10. All characters: What kind of music do you listen to? Do you play any instruments? If so, which ones? (Yes... the kazoo counts. Your nose, however, does not.)
Ruby: I accept everything I can watch in television. As long as it has a lot of colours and easy melodies.
Karo: Don't listen to him. You can't give in to all this crap that floats in our boxes. Choose the more ambitious one, like classical music, Bach, Vivaldi, Beethoven, or at least Mozart...
Ruby: You know, people don't give a damn about those fellows. I think some of them wants to throw up whenever they hear their names.
Karo: And I don't give a damn about those people. I prefer classical music and a few modern artists, like Louis Armstrong, Elvis Presley, The Beatles, Queen...
Ruby: Dude, those are the ones who were worshiped by all these stupid people you hate not so long time ago, you know?
Karo: ...STFU. *goes to practice piano*
Ruby: And you, Winter?
Winter: I don't listen to any music, give me a break...

11. What is the most annoying thing in the world, character one?
Ruby: Right now I'm sure the title of the most annoying and irritating creature in the world belongs to Karo...
Karo: No, no, you're mistaken. At the very least we've got it ex equo, my dear.
Ruby: As you want. But don't call me like that, I feel weird. But apart from that macho girl, I really hate when I can't be with Chaldeon, or when he's in the bad mood and doesn't want to have se... mffmfmf.
Karo: *covered Ruby's mouth* For God's sake, there're minors here, don't you know?!
Winter: Don't worry, Karo-chan. When you live with people like Dark, Red, Bloody or Sharon, you can't stay innocent for too long...
Karo: *deeply touched* Poor kid... You should be living with me!!
Winter: Really, I can *.*??!!
Ruby: You're so easily manipulated, Karo-chaaan~~...

12. Finish the statement, number three: Art is...
Winter: A thing, that I don't really understand Oo.
Karo: Yeah, like, selling for millions a big white canvas with a few stains of black paint. Who can call it a worthy art?
Ruby: But it's a matter of freedom, and imagination - the same for an artist and an addressee (viewer, watcher, whatever you call it). A piece of art should speak to you, to your soul and mind when you watch it, and give you some reflections. It doesn't need to be beautiful view or something...
Karo & Winter: ...Just get lost, you educated bastard.

12. Finish the statement, number two: People are...
Karo: Walking around me pieces of flesh. Very loud and annoying with their miserable problems...
Ruby: Excuse me, did you forget that you also are a human, and not some sort of fucking higher form of consciousness?
Karo: But it's like situation me - them. I don't belong to the group of PEOPLE. I am myself and they have nothing to do with me.
Winter: ...That was deep.
Ruby: Yea, but I think that we should not let her drink too much...

13. Finish the statement, number one: Imagination...
Ruby: ...is a thing that keeps me alive. Literally.

14. All characters: Out of the three of you, who is the most outgoing? Reserved? Humorous? Stinky?
Ruby, Karo & Winter: *stares at each other*
Ruby: Well... Do you also want to pass over this one?
Karo & Winter: Agreed.

15. Quick, Number three! Write a poem!
Winter: Euh, e, that is... Aah...
Karo: Com'on, you know it's hopeless... Let's move on.
Ruby: But we can't just ignore every tough question..."
Karo: I didn't mean that it's tough or something, it's just that he hasn't got any talent, so why should we waste our time? (all this thing is a waste of time, anyway)
Ruby: Oh, really? So maybe you want to try it...?
Karo: Next one, I beg you...!

16. What is your favourite word, number one?
Ruby: Lemme seeeee, hehee... I think I reeeeeally love a word "assho..."
Karo: *stares*
Ruby: *mumbles* Okay, whatever you want... I like to say "as hot as he gets".
Karo: Hey, wha...
Winter: But it's not a one word...
Ruby: Whatever. Can we just move on...? As always...

17. Character number three, what is one weird thing that you can do? (i.e. wiggle your ears, fold your tongue, play 'amazing grace' with your armpit...)
Winter: Weeeeell... I can sleep for 23 hours per day! It's even longer than Namie...! *pride*
Karo: Woaaah, that's really... something... *yawn*

18. Speak any other languages, Number Two?
Karo: Yea, you're lucky, actually I'm quite a polyglot. Apart from polish, which is my mother tongue, I speak perfect german and almost-perfect english (too much time spent in the London's quarters of a bit lower renown), I can speak french, though I can't read or write in this language, I know a bit of italian and some of african dialects.
Winter: *whispers to Ruby* Shouldn't we tell her, that was all made up by our creator?
Ruby: Nah, let's leave her some delusions...

19. What is your nationality, character number one?
Ruby: ...O.o"! You couldn't ask me a worse question... (actually, you could, but that one is hard enough to answer ><...)
Karo: Oh, if you don't want to talk, I can say all about it . He's from a strange, weird looking world where everything is created by people's imagination!
Winter: So, he's an "Imaginarian"?
Karo: You could say so.
Ruby: Please, stop it you two ==". *thinks* Though, it doesn't sound so bad...

20. Pick, number two: asparagus or canned peas? Please elaborate.
Karo: I choose a bloody pulp made out of somebody who asks too many stupid questions. Satisfied?
Winter: But what does it have to do with aspa...
Karo: DO YOU WANT TO JOIN HIM?
Winter: ...! *hides under his bed*

21. What scares you the most, character three?
Winter: ...as you could see... Karo scares me very, very much, but not as much as... clowns T_T.
Karo: Wha...? You think CLOWNS are more scary than ME?! Can I ask you... HAVE YOU LOST YOUR BRAIN?!
Ruby: Geez, you use caps lock too often ==". Wint, do something about this, you see, she's quite depressed recently, 'cause she mess up everything she touches. She needs to cheer up.
Winter: Oookay, so you're THE MOST scary person... (especially, when you stand right next to me).
Karo: ...That's better. *hums some stupid melody*

22. All characters: What is one thing you would like the world to know about you?
Ruby: Sometimes I have moments of deep philosophical reflections...
Karo: I want 'them' to LEAVE ME ALONE FUCKING DAMMIT. ...But not Kai. Kai can stay~~ <3
Ruby: *whisper* And what about Zuza?
Karo: Shuddup.
Winter: I'll agree for any sexual proposition, just TAKE ME FROM THIS HEEEEEEEELL!! Please ; ;.
Ruby: Oh God, Yume, you failed as a substitute mother...
Karo: You better don't have children on your own, or they will turn out to be even more screwed persons than Ruby is...
Ruby: Thank you, my dear.
Karo: You're welcome.

Taguję , bo chciała. Idź i dręcz swoich przystojniaczków ku powszechnej radości społeczności dewiantowej .

=== KIRIBANS ===

KIRIBAN GAME ---> START! You'll win it, if by any chance you visit my page as
1) 2,000 pageviewer -> (congratulations!)
2) 2,222 pageviewer -> (again, congarts!)
3) 2,500 pageviewer -> (jeez, that's MY lucky day XD)

Well, and that'll be an end for now. I must go and start drawing promised pics~~... When I finish we can start thinking about new kiriban game . (I kinda like this whole idea...)

=== TO-DO LIST===

Right, I'm slowly beginning to get lost in it, so, I decided to make a short "to do" list. Maybe this will motivate me...
1. reference sheets from "Sweet sweet pain" (Joanna, doctor Gallack, Jose, Angelo, Miki)
2. reference sheets from "Heaven's/Earth's Affairs" (Sakura, Ayumi, Kyoko, Precel, Kapsel, Werbel, Nature)
3. reference sheet of fantasy characters (13 persons)
4. Venus, HP fic (character sheet)
5. Ryanu, Grin SP (character sheet)
6. Orion Milo, TEOG (character sheet)
7. pictures' series "In vogue" (sth like 25 persons)
8. pictures' series "Demon boy" (5 devils)
9. chibi "vogue" characters from Ryo-o-hi (5 Inoshishi, Tohe, Inu, Usagi)
10. "I want to be an angel", pic.
11. "Wielka miłość Syriusza", pic. from HP fic
12. "Lost fight", pic. Nas from TEOG
13. "Assassin", pic. Breeze from Shadow Demon
14. "Take the sadness from my eyes", pic. Sleepie
15. "Autumn song", pic. Ryanu
16. "OC: Scarlet - Body music", pic. Scarlet
17. ID, chibi dragon
18. "Jingle bells", pic. Flame "Pou"
19. "First snow", pic. chibi Ryanu & Nazuno
20. "Christmas show", pic. chibi Sleepie, Red, Dark, Snickers
21. "Kraj pisaków", Naruto parody
22. "Monsieur le frere du roi", pic. chibi Christopher Mae from musical "Le Roi Soleil"

Yea... Hella lot. And anyway, if you fancy some pic made by me, then don't hesitate and ask me ^^.

Eeh, well, I added recently some new piccies, but hadn't got really anything interesting to say, and so I had to postpone my wonderfully glamourous and splendidly colourful journal for when I'll feel like writing~~... And now the time has come! The reason for that is because I noticed, that my pageviews are reaching almost 2,000!! (*heart attack*) So, whoever get the lucky number first, can be ensured, that he will be granted with my speciality, it means - ugly shitty-cheesy piccy! You can order whatever you want! Oh my, I'm so generous!! (heh, in the end you will have to wait a loooong time until I finish my work anyway~~... It's in your best interest, lucky/unlucky fellow, to order something not too complicated - there'll be more chances that I actually finish it until new year ^^). And now, let me present you...

KIRIBAN GAME ---> START! You'll win it, if by any chance you visit my page as
1) 2,000 pageviewer -> (congratulations!)
2) 2,222 pageviewer
3) 2,500 pageviewer

...And that would be enough for the time being... It's still a long way to 2,500". Actually, I'm not very optimistic, rather sceptical... I have a feeling, that it will be me, who will get all these kiribans in the end xD. But still, if YOU, my dear watcher, get kiriban, don't hesitate and molest me for picture~~... I really don't mind, otherwise, I wouldn't put all this thing up~~...

NOTE: I have a "weird, experimental english day". Please, don't mind me... I hope it will soon be gone".

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Po polskiemu, dla odprężenia: A TERAZ TAG, którym postanowiłam się otagować sama z siebie, bo mi się strasznie spodobał xD. Wybaczta, bez adresu zwrotnego. (nie mam pojęcia, skąd go wytrzasłam). A nie, przypomniałam sobie - robiła takie, tyle że podobne. No nieważne.

=> Bierzesz mp3, iPoda, czy włączasz losowe odtwarzanie piosenek na kompie i każda kolejna piosenka odpowiada nastepnemu pytaniu . (proste, łatwe i przyjemne)

1. Jesteś kobietą czy mężczyzną? Placebo "This picture"
"Farewell the ash-tray girl, forbidden snowflake..." (zdaje się, że zachowałam obecną płeć, tyle że, no... Trochę przykro...)

2. Opisz siebie: Offspring "Pretty fly for a white guy"
"And all the girlies say I'm pretty fly for a white guy." (...niezła, jak na białasa... xD)

3. Co myślą o Tobie ludzie? Nightwish "Sleeping sun"
"The sun is sleeping silently..." (taka niemrawa, ospała... Ale to słońce mile połechtało mą próżność...)

4. Co Ty myślisz o sobie? Tiziano Ferro & Jamelia "Universal prayer"
"I'm just the same as you..." (e, no właśnie, nic specjalnego, ani lepsza ani gorsza...)

5. Ex-facet/dziewczyna: Anna Maria Jopek "Ja wysiadam"
"Niech ktoś zatrzyma wreszcie świat, ja wysiadam, na pierwszej stacji, teraz, tu... A jakiś bies wciąż powtarza mi *prędzej*..." {niedopasowane charaktery, to widać od razu... Miałam dość, i już... x3)

6. Obecny facet/dziewczyna/ktoś, w kim się podkochujesz: Whitney Houston & Enrique Iglesias "Can I have this kiss forever?"
"You're all I desire... I want to hold you, I want to be close to you... I need to know... Could I hold you for a lifetime?" (nanana... Ale mi się trafiło~~... ./`)

7. Opisz, gdzie chciał(a)byś być: Eminem "Lose yourself"
"You better lose yourself in the music, the moment..." (zapomnieć się w muzyce...? Brzmi pięknie...)

8. Opisz, gdzie mieszkasz: U2 "Elevation"
"High, higher than the sun... I need you to elevate me here..." (wychodzi na to, że w windzie xD)

9. Opisz, jak żyjesz: The Killers "Mr. Brightside"
"Coming out of my cage, and I've been doing just fine. Gotta gotta be down because I want it all... Jealousy, turning saints into the sea, swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis, but it's just the price I pay..." (zżera mnie zazdrość...?)

10. O co byś poprosił(a), gdybyś miał(a) tylko jedno życzenie? Nena & Kim Wilde "Anyplace, anywhere, anytime"
"Wrap your fingers around my neck... Embrace the wind and fall into another time & space." (e... o nauczenie się niemieckiego..."? Czy o przenoszenie się w czasie...?)

11. Podziel się złotą myślą: R. Gawliński "Mamy tylko chwilę"
"Mamy tylko chwilę... Zanim minie nasz czas, zanim skończy się świat, nim wino przestanie nas grzać." (czyli takie teges, carpe diem?)

12. Ogólna porada: Jennifer Lopez "Ain't it funny"
"Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny, and you can't move on even though you try, ain't it strange when your feeling things you shouldn't feel... Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life, and you don't want to face what's wrong or right, ain't it strange how fate can play a part in the story of your heart." (nie wiem, czy to porada, raczej taka drobna uwaga...)

13. Ulubiony tekst, którym podrywasz: The Cranberries "When you're gone"
"Hold on to love, that is what I do, now that I've found you. And in the night, I could be helpless. I could be lonely, sleeping without you. I miss you when you're gone, that is what I do, baby." (że tęskno mi do ciebie, i w ogóle, no zlituj się prooooszęęę...)

14. A jeśli tamten nie zadziała: Sinead O'Connor "Nothing compares 2 U"
(rozumie się samo przez się. Myślę, że to mogłoby nawet odnieść jakiś skutek... Trzeba spróbować~~)

15. Do jakiej szkoły chodziłeś/aś: Bon Jovi "One wild night"
(...XD. Taaa... Ostro było...)

16. Pepsi czy Cola: Des'ree "What's your sign?"
(wszystko zależy od twojego znaku zodiaku, mój drogi)

17. Zwierzątka domowe? Nicole Scherzinger & T.I. "Whatever U like"
(co tylko sobie zażyczysz, papużka, kotek, krokodyl, wąż...)

18. Ulubione jedzenie: Anastacia "Sick and tired"
(jestem zbyt chora i zmęczona, by jeść cokolwiek)

19. Pijesz? Faith Hill "There you'll be"
(No to spotkamy się w barze na rogu, bo 'ty tam będziesz' na pewno )

20. Na do widzenia: Paola e Chiara "Viva el amor!"
(no pięknie. "Niech żyje miłość". Gorzej być nie mogło... Staczam się...")

A ponieważ jestem wredna i złośliwa, otagowywuję:
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No cóż. I tak wiem, że sobie olejecie, jak wam się nie spodoba, więc nie czuję wyrzutów sumienia :]. Ale ja lubię wiedzieć, czego słuchają inni, więc teges... Dajcie się namówić~~...


=== TO-DO LIST===

Right, I'm slowly beginning to get lost in it, so, I decided to make a short "to do" list. Maybe this will motivate me...
1. reference sheets from "Sweet sweet pain" (Joanna, doctor Gallack, Jose, Angelo, Miki)
2. reference sheets from "Heaven's/Earth's Affairs" (Sakura, Ayumi, Kyoko, Precel, Kapsel, Werbel, Nature)
3. reference sheet of fantasy characters (13 persons)
4. Venus, HP fic (character sheet)
5. Ryanu, Grin SP (character sheet)
6. Orion Milo, TEOG (character sheet)
7. pictures' series "In vogue" (sth like 25 persons)
8. pictures' series "Demon boy" (5 devils)
9. chibi "vogue" characters from Ryo-o-hi (5 Inoshishi, Tohe, Inu, Usagi)
10. "I want to be an angel", pic.
11. "Wielka miłość Syriusza", pic. from HP fic
12. "Lost fight", pic. Nas from TEOG
13. "Assassin", pic. Breeze from Shadow Demon
14. "Take the sadness from my eyes", pic. Sleepie
15. "Autumn song", pic. Ryanu
16. "OC: Scarlet - Body music", pic. Scarlet
17. ID, chibi dragon
18. "Jingle bells", pic. Flame "Pou"
19. "First snow", pic. chibi Ryanu & Nazuno
20. "Christmas show", pic. chibi Sleepie, Red, Dark, Snickers
21. "Kraj pisaków", Naruto parody
22. "Monsieur le frere du roi", pic. chibi Christopher Mae from musical "Le Roi Soleil"

Yea... Hella lot. And anyway, if you fancy some pic made by me, then don't hesitate and ask me ^^.