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Troubled by stupid things, I think.

Wed Jun 17, 2009, 3:40 PM
  • Mood: Alienated
  • Listening to: Kelly Clarkson
  • Reading: Notes for exam
  • Watching: Lilo & Stitch
  • Playing: Diablo II: LoD
(The title says everything... Please don't read if you really can't stand stupid complains. I know they're stupid, at least I'm this much realistic about myself. But still I believe I'm not strong enough to just stop saying them and do everything I should...)

Honestly, I thank God there's deviantart. 'Cause, without it, I probably wouldn't have seen so many incredible arts... Which always give me a huge kick of motivation. But... I wouldn't have got also so... jealous. Yes, to tell the truth, whenever I have time to sit and check on some old deviant works (now I have only 2,000 to check! Wohoo! ...There was something like 4,000, you know...") I get pretty sad and down, and say "why can't I draw like that?!". Well, the answer is simple - because you don't practice, girl! Now that is a hell big motivation to me - without it I might have not draw anything... And, that'd be all - but, if I really want to get better I should all day and all night draw animals, trees, clothes, hands, boots, etc, right... And it's more complicated in reality... I'm quite aware of the fact, that I won't probably ever become a professional artist or something, and it's actually a waste of time to draw too much... This will get me nowhere. I should concentrate on things that are still possible for me, 'cause (I know it sounds funny) I'm getting older T_T. Come on, I'm already on university, and I still hadn't find my goal in life. Maybe I'm too ambitious, but I would like this goal to be something BIG... Which means, it will bring me everything I need to be happy. Drawing is nice and relax me a lot (until I see others' works or forget to study), I'm absolutely sure I won't quit it anyway. Just motivation for it is getting weaker... Actually, the ONLY thing that makes me want to draw something 'whoa, amazing' is deviantart. Because of this 'green-eyed monster' inside me, which shows everytime I turn on the page, and see some beautiful arts and it speaks to me: 'you have to be better than him/her! Go and draw! NOW!' So I start to draw eventaully, until I realize, that I suck so much that it's impossible for me to be better than somebody xD. Alright, I know you're bored to hell by all my talking, but I hope you understand at least a bit, that I'm... quite torn inside. Between my dreams and reality~~ (oh, that sounds so tragically..."). That's why I add something new so rarely. But, personally, I think... It's quite a shame, that drawing has to remain only my hobby... Life is brutal... But I have to find a job soon...

Apart from this... I still have a bit of free time :). So...
I SWEAR TO ALL OF YOU THAT THOSE PICS LISTED BELOW WILL BE FROM NOW ON MY PRIORITIES! IT'S A PROMISE!!!
(In the end, I have whole summer to finish them, for God's sake...)

=== KIRIBANS ===

KIRIBAN GAME ---> END! Those are the winners (who still wait for their prizes, sorry... I suck...")
1) 2,000 pageviewer -> :iconinai-nerse: (congratulations!)
2) 2,222 pageviewer -> :icondark-alexandra: (again, congarts!)
3) 2,500 pageviewer -> :iconolgamark: (jeez, that's MY lucky day XD)

Well, and that'll be an end for now. I must go and start drawing promised pics~~... When I finish we can start thinking about new kiriban game =P. (I kinda like this whole idea...)


=== TO-DO LIST===

:pointr: Right, I'm slowly beginning to get lost in it, so, I decided to make a short "to do" list. Maybe this will motivate me...
:jsenn: 1. reference sheets from "Sweet sweet pain" (Joanna, doctor Gallack, Jose, Angelo, Miki) :star-empty:
:jsenn: 2. reference sheets from "Heaven's/Earth's Affairs" (Sakura, Ayumi, Kyoko, Precel, Kapsel, Werbel, Nature) :star-empty:
:jsenn: 3. reference sheet of fantasy characters (13 persons) :star-half:
:jsenn: 4. Venus, HP fic (character sheet) :star-half:
:jsenn: 5. Ryanu, Grin SP (character sheet) :star-half:
:jsenn: 6. Orion Milo, TEOG (character sheet) :star-empty:
:jsenn: 7. pictures' series "In vogue" (sth like 25 persons) :star-empty:
:jsenn: 8. pictures' series "Demon boy" (5 devils) :star-half:
:jsenn: 9. chibi "vogue" characters from Ryo-o-hi (5 Inoshishi, Tohe, Inu, Usagi) :star-empty:
:jsenn: 10. "I want to be an angel", pic. :star-empty:
:jsenn: 11. "Wielka miłość Syriusza", pic. from HP fic :star-empty:
:jsenn: 12. "Lost fight", pic. Nas from TEOG :star-half:
:jsenn: 13. "Assassin", pic. Breeze from Shadow Demon :star-empty:
:jsenn: 14. Take the sadness from my eyes", pic. Sleepie :star:
:jsenn: 15. "Autumn song", pic. Ryanu :star-empty:
:jsenn: 16. "OC: Scarlet - Body music", pic. Scarlet :star:
:jsenn: 17. ID, chibi dragon :star-empty:
:jsenn: 18. "Jingle bells", pic. Flame "Pou" :star:
:jsenn: 19. "First snow", pic. chibi Ryanu & Nazuno :star:
:jsenn: 20. "Christmas show", pic. chibi Sleepie, Red, Dark, Snickers :star:
:jsenn: 21. "Kraj pisaków", Naruto parody :star-half:
:jsenn: 22. "Monsieur le frere du roi", pic. chibi Christopher Mae from musical "Le Roi Soleil" :star:

Yea... Hella lot. And anyway, if you fancy some pic made by me, then don't hesitate and ask me ^^.

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dzięki za fava!

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Well I’ve been sitting here for hour’s baby
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Wszystkiego najlepszego :hug:
Dawno nic od ciebie nie słychać ;_; żyjesz?
No, tak nie do końca... Nie mam dostepu do neta i tak ciężko mi idzie odwiedzanie deva na bieżąco... Co zresztą widać...". Dzięki wielkie za pamięć =3. Buuuzi :*

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Ever stray! So I'm gonna live my life as I choose
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biedaczysko moje :<
:hug: trzymaj się!
Bu ! Ryanu xD ja z twojego klanu lol

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Widzę, że nie tylko w BloodWars możemy się spotkać XD również mam Destination of Heroes (nie gram już dosyć długo, wyżłopiono mnie ze wszystkich zasobów) i Smoki Nightwood (znudziło mi się po 140lvlach smoków więc tylko je karmię;) :XD:

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